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::cricket sound:: cough cough

Fox — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 18:55:57 GMT

some needs to do some cleaning inside this head...
there is too disease in it.

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sf decom

atom — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:55:11 GMT

last weekend was so much fun. If anyone finds any pictures please let me know. I should have some up soon.

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It's quiet in here

Fox — Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:07:27 GMT

as the little remaining brain cell said:
'they're all gone... finally... now I can read to my heart's content... ::leans over to pick up book, and then glasses fall off and break::...
NOOOOOOOOO.... there was time now! NOOOOOOO! ::faint echo::'

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HAPPY

Fawkes — Fri, 24 Nov 2006 17:41:09 GMT

Thanksgiving to you hunny, and a Happier Buy Nothing Day!!!!
Love you,
fox.out

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slaying bunnies

smartina — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 00:41:23 GMT

so you're slaying bunnies again, huh? that's funny: i was just, this very morning, telling my roommate's boyfriend about how seriously you took swingers. it came up, actually, because i'm slaying a bunny of my own. it's total reversed sexism over here (read: non stop menstruation talk.).
but i'm in this tribe because i wanted to tell you that you practically gave me three orgasms the other night. i was fucking this other (non bunny) guy who looks* like he could be your older brother, and he gave me three orgasms. incidentally i was thinking about neither of you.
weird.

anyway, on the note of add i suggest that the most effective means of affecting the add mentality in print is with the frequent, relentless use of commas, and parenthasis.
word!

*and acts

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Who do I look like?

atom — Tue, 04 Jul 2006 21:15:18 GMT

So I went to this campout this weekend and several people came up to me to tell me I looked like someone famous. I can't remember all the names except for one, paul bettany. Now at first I thought I was gonna hear the old Carrot Top remark to which I usually have something witty to say back when they comment on the redhead however this time I was like who the fuck are these people.

So google paul bettany and click on the images tab. I am scared.

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i love adam

smartina — Sat, 08 Jul 2006 03:34:49 GMT

isn't he the shit?

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swoon

atom — Tue, 13 Jun 2006 05:20:31 GMT

love is in the air...

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why do I

atom — Sun, 25 Jun 2006 16:49:17 GMT

Find myself aways in such fucked up positions with girls! This last one that was interested in me feed me a bunch of crap. We had fun, something was growing and then she axed me and went back to her ex. She said that the 2 things have nothing to do with each other but I find this VERY hard to swallow. Man why does the higher power keep fucking with me like this?

Hey at least we are friends though. We have a solid friendhsip and I am happy for that. But being pushed to the side to get back with an ex is kinda upsetting.

Here is a question. Why do people think that being vocal makes them not at fault even thought their actions do more damage? Is it fair to state one thing and do the other but fall back on your statement because in the end it was true?

I mean come on people you saw how she was clinging to me in Naia's trailer.

What I did find out is that gemini's are mental gymnasts. They are like light switches. One day they are on and the other they are off. It does not matter what you did it just matter what they feel in the moment. They weave a complex story in their head and play it out to their advantage. I know lots of people do this as well, myself included but man gemini's are master minds at it.

LOL on another note I had some of my chart read and it says that woohoo for me I have a pisces moon which means I think about shit WAY to much. I ponder over it to much till I get a decision and then i ponder the decision. Great! However it did also say that I will do great in my business! Don't they all say that?

anyway.... thoughts on this subject? Have you ever had anyone do something close to this with you? Its been a first for me.

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A question to the crowd

atom — Tue, 30 May 2006 21:02:56 GMT

Ok so with breaking up with my ex I have decided that I need to stick up for myself more. With this being said I called up my friend Jen and wanted to talk to her and see how she was doing. We talked for awhile and then I invited her to this campout going on to which she said she can't go cause she would have to lie to frank (her BF) about it. I then got quite cause this is the part where normally I would just say well that sucks and move on but instead I said something to the matter of well my friends are strong people and make decisions for themselves and I can't be friends with you if frank has a say in it so I guess this is goodbye. She said fine and I hung up.

Now I feel all weird about it cause I stood up for myself but at the same time I feel like I lost a friend. Well I did and this fucking sucks. Is this what it comes down to?

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atom needs

atom — Thu, 18 May 2006 01:56:00 GMT

SEX.... and lots of it. Perferably with 2 girls at once but I can do the one on one thing.

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I am back

atom — Sun, 07 May 2006 20:53:17 GMT

I am back from the pits of despair!!!! I am alive!!! I am a bear coming out of hibernation ready to eat bunnies!!!! Spring is in the air and I am calling forth all my friends! It is now time to get out and partay! Its been to long, to many thoughts have been recycled and not hashed out. The hashing has begun, the circles have been straighten out!!!! Lets get out and do something!

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happy b day and a single one for me :P

atom — Mon, 01 May 2006 17:23:43 GMT

Yes its here. I am 28. getting up there but still a lot to go! I even broke up with the girlie! Hopefully today the universe will bring me something wonderful!

Heading to LA for the week to do a trade show thingie. I am nervous about it cause i hate trade shows :P

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wandering thoughts

atom — Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:33:46 GMT

As I sit here at the computer, no as I go through my day I can not stop thinking about Jen. Alittle background for you about Jen and I. We meet, we became friends, we dated, I left her for michelle and cause she had some issues she needed to deal with. Michelle did not let us talk however I never let that stop us. We flirted, we were friends. I broke up with michelle and she was with an abusive boyfriend who didnt let us talk to each other but we did, we flirted, we fooled around, we were friends. Now she is away from the ex and has been going through a ruff time. She looked to me for help and I have been there for her, I have always been there for her, without me even being in her presence I was there for her. My alter has gifts from her. I think of her daily, she is a great person.

Come to present day she was over at my house 3 weeks ago. We hung out, got drunk and flirted. There was some weirdness but I just pushed it aside as I was happy to be around her. She inspires me to be, be something... anything... Couple days later she calls me. We debate a book about a gentleman that cames we are still apes. We are cut short as she called me from work. This is the last I have heard from her. I called her house so many times that her parents said "all we can do is tell her you called". I stopped calling. I called my good friend of 10 years Rose who is also her friend. She comforted me and said move on but I can't. Its not that I can't handle rejection its that I can't handle not knowing.

I don't know if she is dead, doing drugs, or worse. I don't know what happened between us. Did I get to close? Did I push my limits with her and she is upset with me? Is she just busy? Whatever it is it is affecting me like nothing else! She is my friend, I miss her friendship, I miss her laugh, I miss her being. I miss my friend Jen and I am lost. Almost at tears sometimes as I feel like she like we will never be.... friends.

I feel deep inside like we are supposed to be one. When we are together its like brother and sister. We have a comfort with each other that we don't have with others.

I am lost. A lose of words comes over me. My throat tightens and a tear is shed for some reaosn. I feel our connection weakening and it scares me. What do I do for I am lost.

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the internet is for porn

atom — Wed, 11 Jan 2006 22:46:52 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=S0Vfa2kjr4E

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birthday

atom — Thu, 08 Dec 2005 20:47:28 GMT

So its my girlie's birthday and I made some stuff for her without even thinking of asking all you lovely people what you think.

This may be a bad thing but the heart is in it so I think it should be ok.

I am making creams and moisturizers for her skin. I have had 5 different kinds. I was turned on to this when I was listening to NPR and they had a lady talking about how overpriced stores sell body creams and how with ingredients from your house you can make the same thing. So I thought... michelle has alot of this stuff why not make some. So I did and this is what I made.

Apple facial toner
Avocado honey mask
Honey and almond scrub
Cucumber wrinkle cream
Avocado moisturizer

What do you all think of this? Is it a good idea? I sure fucking hope so cause they are in the fridge waiting for her.

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Santa Cruz Wedding Invite

soulsinger — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:38:29 GMT

Dear Fellow Tall Peeps,

I recieved a wedding invite from some lovely Burners (who know Casie and Anthony). They told me to invite all of my friends to attend their wedding on stilts. It should be a bouncy good time. Spread the word to the other stilting sights, or anyone! Loves, Claire

EVERYONE WELCOME, COME ONE, COME ALL!!
January 22nd, 2006 3PM
Sunday afternoon, rain or shine
festivities begin in the Capitola Village Esplanade Park and parade to the after-party at 4830-B Capitola Road.
Costumes ENCOURAGED- anything goes!
Bring kids, pets and toys!
Call 831-239-8269 with questions and ideas.

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tribe censorship

atom — Thu, 08 Dec 2005 09:17:24 GMT

so in honor of tribe censoring everything i think we should comment on everyones pictures in a lude and sexual way. who is with me?

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Hmm

SCFireBriana — Thu, 13 Oct 2005 18:29:34 GMT

Atom doesn't seem to be very active in his own pants.
I would have assumed otherwise.

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atom beware

mella — Mon, 10 Oct 2005 16:47:13 GMT

I'm weaning myself off caffeine over the next two weeks. Withdrawl headaches are imminent, and the potential for crankiness is high.

This is a forewarning so you can prepare accordingly.

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Atom's world

SCFireBriana — Fri, 07 Oct 2005 21:40:02 GMT

Atom, how's life in your world? Just checking in.
I'll see you at Decom, but if Burning Man's any indicator I'll see you for 30 seconds before our collective Social ADD kicks in and we both forget we were in the middle of a conversation and wander away. ;)

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sf decom and the park

atom — Thu, 29 Sep 2005 19:28:04 GMT

I am heading to sf decom and was wondering if any of you were heading out there at all? Also I am going to be goofing around in the park these next couple of weeks learning new things and hurting myself. Anyone interested?

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TREEDWELLERS PLEASE READ!

soulsinger — Thu, 29 Sep 2005 18:28:26 GMT

Dear Friends,

Hi! I need to collect money for the truck, please. If you said you wanted to contribute to the $1084 I owe, PLEASE do. I welcome anyone who wants to put money in the TRUCK POT!

you can email me: klairebear@hotmail.com
you can call me: 408 859 1979
or you can just send me money: 217 Barson St. SC, CA 95060

THANK YOU! burning man was fuckin awesome! much love! thanks for helpin out!

Clairity (Claire from SC)

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its finally hitting me hard

atom — Mon, 15 Aug 2005 21:24:39 GMT

Like a wave of a good drug or some damn good sex! The playa is calling me. I am in the one week count down. I cant fucking wait!

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Stilts

sk1ppy — Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:23:23 GMT

Seriously now, - what's the appeal of stilting as you see it, Atom?

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Now that's it hit

sk1ppy — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 17:43:14 GMT

Despite all your talk, Mella and I saw you exactly once on the playa - in the distance and up high. I embarressed Mella to no end by repeatedly calling your name, with no response from you. Gah! So, how was your burn?

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I'd like to welcome our new members

sk1ppy — Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:26:10 GMT

myself & the latest edition to Atom's household, Mella.

We were wondering when you first got your pubes.

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sleeping in

atom — Tue, 09 Aug 2005 16:46:54 GMT

Doesn't it sound great! Who here likes to do it and why? Also who here hates it and why?

I myself love to sleep in but I also really like getting up early. I am constantly battling this problem. I know sometimes I do it when a girl is over and they get all upset that I dont cuddle with them in the morning. Its not like I dont like it its just that the day is going on and well its more exciting sometimes. Am I going to go to hell for that?

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Car accident witnessing

sk1ppy — Mon, 08 Aug 2005 17:50:36 GMT

Read MT's blog - how YOU doing, Atom?

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I got laid

atom — Thu, 31 Mar 2005 22:46:45 GMT

wow it was nice. Reminds me of my youth. But it did draw some blood and now I feel this urge to screw everyone. Any takers? Better yet anyone got any recent steamy sex stories?

It was a 4 day blissful fest of pent of rage. Rage that I have kept up in me until well last week. It got released and man it was fun.

BTW summer is coming and its time to shed them clothes. Its going to be a very very naked summer.

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insert video here

atom — Mon, 18 Apr 2005 07:05:53 GMT

Currently watching swingers. look out is all I have to say. Next weekend I will rule the world!

Has anyone seen swingers? Care to tell me what you think about it? What do you think about how the boys go about picking up on their girlies?

discuss or not...

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oh my teeth

atom — Tue, 19 Jul 2005 17:23:55 GMT

I am getting my wisdom teeth pulled on thursday and I am about to cry. I am so nervous. Anyone else had their teeth pulled before? What should I expect and what can I do to ease my nerves?

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fashion

atom — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 08:45:10 GMT

Atom wants fashion. Someone with good fashion should help the poor boy. I mean look at him.

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Motherfucker!

mt — Thu, 09 Jun 2005 20:54:45 GMT

A whole month and nothing is going on in yer head???

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fucking IT work

atom — Mon, 13 Jun 2005 18:42:01 GMT

Man it is a hard day for me. I am working with this guy that wants everything from one comp copied to the other. I keep trying to tell him that is near impossible and is gonna cost him $$$.

He has already given me a budget and well he is gonna get what he paid for. Man I hate people that don't understand the scope of computers. But its a good lead to others that could need my super hero help!

FUCKERS!

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eating veggies and stilting

atom — Sun, 08 May 2005 18:37:25 GMT

wow what a fucking rush. It was so much fun and I was chill till I took off my stilts at the bart station and then I fucking lost it.

Why do you think this is? I remember getting up on my stilts and thinking holy shit this is amazing. But come down off the stilts and the world is a different place.

Anyone ever had any experiences like this while riding your wave?

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pizoem

atom — Wed, 27 Apr 2005 00:11:40 GMT

see the animal in his cage that you think
are you sure what side your on
do not look in to closely in the eye
are you sure what side of the glass you are on
see the safety of the life you have built
everything where it belongs
feel the hollowness inside of your heart
and its all, right where it belongs
what if everything around you
insn't quite as it seems
what if all the world you think you know
is an elaborate dream
and if you look at your reflection
is it all you want to be
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see

what if all the world is inside of your head
just creations of your own
the devils and your guns all the living and the dead
and you really outta know
you can live in this illusion
you can choose to believe
you keep looking but you cant find the words
are you hiding in the trees?

what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems
what if all the world you used to know
is an elaborate dream
and if you look at your reflection
is that all you want to be
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see

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am I going to hell?

atom — Wed, 02 Mar 2005 18:19:38 GMT

Ok so last night Martina and I wanted to go to hear some jungle at SF Underground. We head out to my car and I a super boxed in and the person behind me illegally parked. Me having a stick and being on a hill I asked Martina if she would drive.

Needless to say Martina is a rock star and drove! Not to mention a diva on the dancefloor.

So the story continues.

I had to move my car today from its spot or I would get a ticket otherwise. I head out there and I am still boxed in. I had to call DPT to come out and start this towing/ticket process. They came out and the DPT ladie was fucking nuts! She went to the owners house and had them come out to talk to me after ticketing their car. BUT who comes out? No other then this totally dreamy, hot, smart girl. She lays down her sob story to me (she has no keys and her friend parked the car and left) I being a simpathetic person and in the awe of a cutie said its no problem and that I am not going to have her towed.

She then says give me yours keys I will get you out of that spot no problem. To which I say that I will try and move my car out and she needs to help me. She said ok and we started. Well about 10 turns later I am out. Never hit her car but I fucked the car in front of me up nice and good.

SO THEN! THEN! She says to me is there anything I can do make this up to you. Now being a man I am thinking she is flirting with me as we got along right off the bat. But the otherside of me says she is just a nice girl. So I tell her I feel horrible about having to ticket her and that I would pay for half of the ticket. I do feel bad and it was against my morals to have her get ticketed. She was stoked and we sat and chatted for about 5 mins about life and jobs. Just BS chatter to talk it up. She looked cold and had goose bumps so I said its best to go. I got her number under the pretence that I am helping her pay the ticket. 25 bucks on my part is nothing.

My question is this. Will I go to hell if I ask her to hang out after I pay for half the ticket? Was it wrong to get her number even tho it seemed like she was into me with her comments and us just being able to chat it up so easily? Am I being played or can I be the player? Well I dont want to be the player but you get what I am saying.

Please help me as I want to know what you all think. Besides from that I am gonna go ask her to hang out or something like that after I pay half her fine. I am just stubborn and well she is hot so I am going to take a chance as I feel like this happened for a reason. Also yes sadly half of me is paying this fine cause I like what I saw. Good conversations and a gorgeous girl.

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4th order of business

atom — Wed, 16 Feb 2005 03:51:53 GMT

Posting pictures of me and friends. If you got some pics then add them now. I want to see lots of pics. I have added some and will add more soon.

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3rd order of business

atom — Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:15:26 GMT

Making a new dome for burningman. This guy is gonna be my personal dome for sleeping and just relaxing. I need help with the cover though. It needs to be made from space blanket but not that crap that sells for like 3 dollars. However it can't be that grey ass tarp either. My ex found this stuff we have used for the last 2 years that was great. It was made from space blanket but had a stronger tarp feel to it. It had grommets and had inner weavings to support it better. Anyone got any clues where to find it?

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first order of business since I am not working

atom — Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:09:36 GMT

Is to deal with this crazy letter my X sent me.

Here is the letter in question. Mind you I have sent a lot of emails to her just trying to be friendly. Nothing at all about us or our past. I am looking to the future.

"job finding is going slowly. i have one interview from the many, many resume's that i've sent out. my tests are finished. i'm certified. got my framed certificate in the mail yesterday. good luck with the academy of art, sounds fun!

hey, i have kittens. you mentioned something about wanting some. let me know.

hope you are well,
m"

Now normally I would be shitting my pants that my ex wrote me but she has not written in so long after all the emails I sent I am not really caring. Also this little part about the kittens disturbs me ALOT. Its drugs folk. The slang for some drugs. My question to you all is this. Since I do trust you all with my heart and head you are the jury. First off is this whole email about how I am doing or is it about drugs? I feel as though its bullshit chit chat and straight to the real point of messaging me... drugs....

If you ex contacts you from out of the blue. Not to hang out, not really to catch up, no real general interest in you but to see if you want to buy some kitties at normal price (no discount for an x?) And still does not want to hang out or see you, how is this transaction going to go down? Let alone how is this going to make you feel as a person?

These are the facts I present you. They make no sense as well my X makes no sense. What do you all think?

To tell you the truth I feel like a piece of meat. No wait, I think she sees me as a piece of meat but she is wrong. As much as I love the person known as michelle I feel that she is no longer there and something else is controlling. her. It really pissies me off.

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second order of business

atom — Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:12:51 GMT

I am currently working on hands for my costume. I am making them out of foam and metal wire so they will bend but keep their shape. Anyone have any experience making anything like this?

I am thinking of attaching the long fingers to my wrist so there is really not a lot of weight on my hands and my wrist can support the costume.

Ideas people I need them now! Spikes on the hands? Fur? anything is better then nothing.

(this message has been spelled checked for smartina's sake)

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attention

atom — Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:19:38 GMT

I am unemployed! Hopefully I can decorate this site and add some more shit to it so people can have something to talk about. Its gonna be chuck full of stupid ideas, lame music, and badly mispleed words.

you have been warned....

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Is there a reason

atom — Sat, 05 Feb 2005 09:41:00 GMT

That my ex won't respond to my emails? I am just trying to be a friend. I know it may be hard for her but I feel as though I am waiting outside some amusement park at the gates for it open and the fun times roll.

Normally I would walk but shit man she did something to me. Taught me some shit and I thought she took some lessons from me as well.

Bah ex's.... next!

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how to get more views

atom — Thu, 03 Feb 2005 20:11:50 GMT

ok ok so I fingered it out and here is how it is done for boys.

1. put a pic of nakedness
2. put a pick of fire

girls dont count cause well you just mention your female and well martina and lisa can take it from here.

anyone else got tips?

I get more views on me for my fire head then anything else. Man I am dead sexy, just got my hiv test back negative and its fucking on like donkey kong. Look out tribe ladies cause I am laying you all down to sleep.

yea... word to your motherboard.

oh yea btw haight street medical clinic does free pin pick hiv tests that take 20 mins to find out results. Totally free too!

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I invited someone!

atom — Tue, 01 Feb 2005 19:57:52 GMT

Well ok so I broke the rules of Atom's head. I invited someone. I had to invite lisa cause she opened up to me so I had to let her see whats in my head. She is the only one tho. I will never invite another pesron.

Everyone has to stumble in here like that fuckhead MT. I am still trying to get the ligthing back to normal. Bastard pulled a cord and everything went down.

Welcome lisa!!!

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tater tot

atom — Tue, 01 Feb 2005 19:07:20 GMT

Man so am I a freak or just to nice?

I try to be friends with my ex by sending her silly emails from tribe. I see her log on. I know she gets my mail yet I get nothing in return. Could I have done something so serious that warrants her never talking to me again? I just see this is so childish on my part as well yet I continue to try and be friends even if its just over email.

I don't understand how 2 people can be touched so closely by each other and then never talk again. Its not like a fucking hit her or abused her in anyway. If anything she should be the one trying to be my friend.

None of this makes sense. I don't want to be with her yet I want to be her friend. I have been in on the inside, enjoyed it for what it was worth but now I just want to be on the outside and be friends.

What do you all think about this? am I crazy or what? What makes me want to be her friend so much?

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hehehehe

mt — Wed, 26 Jan 2005 04:42:20 GMT

I finally found the backdoor into Atom's head...
Hmmm... what's this wire do?
zzzztttt!
Ooopsss.....

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never felt so alone

atom — Thu, 20 Jan 2005 07:46:27 GMT

Man these last 2 days I have never felt so alone in my life. I have such great friends around, even girls that want to have sex with me but yet I feel so hollow, so alone like some fast food wrapper that floats in the air just above the ground in some abandoned park.

I know why I feel this way however I don't know when it will end. I still think of my ex from time to time and even though the thoughts are less the pain is still very real. I don't know why she hates me so much. Why she is nice to me one minute and mean the next. I really thought she was the one but I lost myself inside her and thus doomed us.

Maybe I am sad because I feel like I did this to myself. Maybe I am sad because she blew me off so fast and was even faster to get with the next man.

Maybe I am just a pathetic piece of shit that needs to move on and just abuse women like all the women have to me in the past.

Why did I leave Jen to pursue something with a girl that is so so confused about life that she can't even love herself.

Martina you ask me why I don't invite more people to this tribe and the true reason is I don't want more people to see this. This pathetic attempt at living a life so cold and alone. I don't want people to see my vulnerable side yet I want to share it with the one I love. I am so afraid to ever open up to another person after letting someone in so deep and having them run around and fuck it all up even though I trusted them dearly not to do it. How can I go on knowing that this is the life I a doomed to live. To live a life knowing that the only women I attract are women that are transitional and flighty.

Its times like this I am glad I don't own a gun. Or that I don't have to urge to kill myself even though at times its ruff.

I guess that the worlds cruel sick joke is that you are trully alone and you are all you have. I so don't want to believe this but I look at my past loves and friends and its all on fire.

I now fully believe that I am doomed to die alone in a bed of my own piss as I release the final fluids from my body into some bed that many others share the same death I do in.

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fillin up Atoms head...

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 07:53:55 GMT

now you~ heehee

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sexy sexah music

atom — Fri, 10 Dec 2004 06:16:16 GMT

Ok so I was thinking hmmm what would i want to listen to while having sex.

Being a lush and pill popper I choose "lovage" music to make love to your old lady by.

Its sexy, its hot, its dark, its moody, its a dosed up floozes best friend. My best friend... ahh this shit makes my break up that much easier!

damn I am hot. This music makes me feel like fucking! and then bashing my lovers head into a rock! Then licking their remains up with my tongue and living it all over again!

man i love music.

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crashing .......

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 08:19:03 GMT

...around in Atoms head~ heehee *shaking shit up breaking things poking stufff wringing out items graffiti here graffiti there*

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phone numbers

atom — Sun, 28 Nov 2004 19:13:36 GMT

ok so I have a question. Why do girls give out there phone numbers to guys and never return the phone call?

Why hand it out in the first place if there is no interest? Can't you say you have a boyfriend or something? Maybe its the way I go about getting numbers that they give them to me but I have heard of girls being afraid not to give their number out.

What are your opinions? The 2 lovely ladies of atom's head. We need more people here. That or I need to get more interesting.

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shaking it this weekend

atom — Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:27:00 GMT

I am planning to rock out with my cock out this weekend! I want to go out with alot of people and get crazy. So that being said what is going down this weekend?

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bug report for 11-21-04

atom — Mon, 22 Nov 2004 07:24:30 GMT

Hello,

I currenlty work as an application evalution technician. Well working for the man is interesting cause this man inparticular wants everything done to perfection. This means everything must be logged, redlined, entered, and processed perfeclty without flaw.

This is alot to take in at first but once you get it everything in life can come down to this little simple bug report. Try it out with me! I have started mine for today. What a lame ass bug too. Anyone could have found it!

Conditons to Reproduce:
1. Have the weekend occur

Steps to Reproduce:
1. Wake up
2. Make breakfast
3. Clean house
4. Find picture of current ex

Result:
The application freezes and the system must be restarted

Expected Result:
Current ex must not freeze application

Frequency: 70%

Additional Comments:
What the fuck is wrong with me!

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